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Saturday, August 19, 2006 1:45 PM
just as i was wanting to face it with all my courage and to see if i'm able to make it, you leave me all alone once again. is always you, you that spoil my mood! why?? why bother to think about coming to my house if you aren't at all wanting to? why make me think so much, when at the end of the day, is all wasted?? IDIOT!! i felt like a fool being used by you. fine!!!nowadays, i'm lying to myself, because i want to let you go. i want to. i lied to you. but i got no choice, since you want to leave, by all means! lucky this is my last year in school. i can't imagine how my life will be if i were to have another one year. i can't take it anymore. i got no mood in everything! it's all because of you.
i chose to give up, because i cannot promise you anything. but it saddens me when our relationship had turned out this way. i'm not sure if it is because of one incident or is it because you really hate me that much. i wished to know. i'm dying to draw nearer to you. seeing you avoiding me, seeing you ignoring me, really hurt me deeply.